Today at work I was assigned another big project to work on. At first I was excited because I thought finally they realize my talents but as I settled down, my anxiety came to knock on the front door. A million thoughts ran through my head along with a side order of self doubt. While I believe I’m good at what I do , I worry too much about what other people think of my work. I don’t take failure or rejection well and my worst fear is that someone is going to come up to me and say my work does not meet their standards.
Being given my second project I can take the mistakes I have made the first time to change the way I navigate my way to through the assignment. I will most definitely ask questions if I need clarification on a certain task before I tackle what needs to be done. I can save my sanity by fixing issues in the beginning instead of having to start over at the end. I hope all this goes well but I will have to wait and see.
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